Monday, June 09, 2008

Questions...

Here are some questions that have ran through my mind recently...

--why would you wear a sun dress to a dog park?

--why do people always feel like they have to give an answer when there just is not one?

--how did my husband get strep throat in June?

--how could I love my dogs any more?

--isn't it interesting how my motivations change over time?

--why is gas so freaking expensive?

--how come, in this great country of ours, we can not find 2 amazing, GREAT, worthy candidates for president?  I mean, 2 people who you would feel confident if either one, not like it is just a toss up and either way you are screwed?

--how can it be this hot so quickly?

--is there any way possible I will ever win a triathlon?

--can't weekends be 3 days instead of 2?

--why am I not content with the things God has given me?

--when will I really make it in my career?

--why does money exist?

--why does network TV suck in the summer?  Hello people, we are still watching!!  Don't drive us to the internet!!  You need us!! 

so those are a few questions running through my mind, as we start this lazy, hot summer...enjoy!

Monday, June 02, 2008

New Photos...






So I am not super savvy about all the web stuff, but I created a new photo album of some old photos on my Facebook page...above are a few of the shots...

But check out the whole album...I hope that you can see these photos even if you are not a facebook user...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=24172&l=cfe74&id=504603911

I posted a bunch from the past few years...enjoy!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I can't wait for...

FOOTBALL SEASON!!!!

For real...Tim and I had a few friends over today and cooked out...and I got SOOO excited for Football Saturday's and cheering on the DAWGS!!!! Yes I am that ridiculous Alumnus who goes insane for Georgia...it is actually embarrassing. Tim is a saint to deal with it.

And I have to admit...in the past 3 weeks I have looked up the football schedule no less then 10 times to be sure I am careful in planning my fall...I even planned my vacation around it! (that and my brothers soon to be baby)...

I hat hot dogs and burgers on the grill, friends over, and an anticipation for September...I love summer but fall is right around the corner!!

Go Dawgs!!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

feeling helpless...

he events in the Chapman family's life this week lead me to feeling totally helpless...I have not been sleeping well and all I can do is think about how tragic it is and how their lives will be forever changed by these events...this definitely gave me a bit of a more healthy outlook on each days events and really trying to determine if what I get frustrated about or annoyed about really matters...and thinking about it I am loving people well while we have time here together...

WOW. I believe in God and his plan for us, and his plan for all of the events in our life, but this one has me down, it is a pickle.

Steven Curtis Chapman's daughter killed by car in driveway

By KATE HOWARD and LINDA ZETTLER
Staff Writers - The Tennessean

Steven Curtis Chapman's youngest child died Wednesday afternoon after being struck by a car driven by her teenage brother in the driveway of the family's Williamson County home.

Maria, one of the Christian singer's six children, was taken by LifeFlight to Vanderbilt Hospital, which confirmed the death, according to Laura McPherson, a spokeswoman for the Tennessee Highway Patrol.

The 5-year-old was hit by an SUV driven by her teenage brother, she said. Police did not give the driver's name.

The teen was driving a Toyota Land Cruiser down the driveway of the rural home at about 5:30 p.m. and several children were playing in the area, McPherson said. He did not see Maria in the driveway before the vehicle struck her, she said.

"It appears to be a terrible accident,'' McPherson said.

No charges are expected, she said. The accident was witnessed by two other children; the entire family was home at the time, McPherson said.

Singer/songwriter Chapman, who recently was inducted into Music City Walk of Fame, is one of contemporary Christian music's most recognizable and most awarded names.

He and his wife Mary Beth have long been supporters of international adoption, having brought three girls from China into their family. Maria was the youngest. The couple is so active in the cause that they formed an organization, Shaohannah's Hope, to aid families wanting to adopt.

With his latest music tour, which came through Nashville in November, Chapman started a campaign called "Change for Orphans". He asked audience members at each stop to bring spare change to the concert, where it was counted and given to a local family to aid in their adoption process.

"I don't know of anybody who loves his children more than he does and is so committed to the adoption concept, and to lose one, no matter what the circumstances, is heartbreaking beyond all comprehension," said John Styll, president of the Nashville-based Gospel Music Association.

"He talks about his kids all the time. That's his life. His kids are more important to him than music, that's for sure."

The tragedy was announced during Wednesday-night services at Harpeth Hills Church of Christ, which the family attends. Maria had just graduated from the church preschool.

And word spread throughout the tight-knit Christian music community on Wednesday evening.

Styll got the news not long after Maria's death.

"I'm confident I can speak for everyone in the community to say we will do everything we can to support this family, as we would do at any time, but especially at a time like this," he said.

Most of the Chapman family was at Vanderbilt children's hospital after the accident and could not be contacted. The long, gravel driveway leading to the home west of Franklin was blocked off by Williamson County sheriff's deputies.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Weddings...

I love weddings...they are so sweet. There is so much hope and "newness". Tim and I drove up to Ohio this weekend for our dear friend's wedding...it was such an honor to be a part of this day today. And it was the definition of sweet...both the bride and groom were totally "smitten" with each other, it was very obvious. It can really rejuvinate your day to day to see 2 people in love!!

The rehearsal dinner last night was so rad...to hear so many people stand up and witness to my friends purity, gentleness, kindness and character was fun to hear...this wedding was one that you walked away from truly being honored to participate in.

Here are some pics... mostly some goofy ones of Tim and I!!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

a close shave...

So I am sure by now you know how much I love all of my dogs...and today was one of the funniest moments I have EVER had with KOBE...my sweet loveable GIANT Golden retriever/german shepherd/rottweiler mix...95 lbs of sweetness...he is such an amazing boy...

Anyway, we took him to PetSmart today for a haircut, because we had let his hair get a bit out of control...typically I cut his hair (basically butcher it), but it was time for him to get a grooming by a professional...
So Tim dropped him off this morning and consulted with the lady, and she recommended a certain shave that was good for Goldens...

and when I showed up to pick him up, I did not even RECOGNIZE him...I am not kidding!! They shaved him as close as possible to the skin; he looks totally hilarious!! So the lady brings him out, I looked at him then looked away, because I did not even think it was Kobe. She said "Holt" and I looked back, this time doing a total double take, then I started to chuckle, and was like "that’s not kobe is it?" and of course she was like "this is your dog" and at this point I am laughing SO hard, I could not stop. He looked so funny, I was tearing up...so the lady starts to get nervous because I would not even take the leash because in my mind I am still wondering if this is really my dog, and trying to comprehend how stupid he looked. So I was like there is nothing we can do, and I grabbed the leash, and I was still cracking up. I mean laughing hysterically.

So then the PetSmart lady gets a really serious look on her face and says..."please don’t laugh at your dog, he understands that and it is going to hurt his feelings""...and she thought that comment would make me stop laughing? It just got worse!!!

So I walked out with Kobe, and the whole time I am trying to talk to him between laughs (oh and by the way, I was by myself, so there was NO ONE to share this with in the moment)...he stops to pee, I then put him in the car, and the whole way home I am still checking him out to be sure he is indeed Kobe. Kobe has these cute spots on his nose and on around his eyelids, and they were present, so I knew it was him.

Then we get home...and I promise you Sadi and Jackson are seriously mocking him and laughing at him. Kobe is acting sort of shy, definitely embarrassed.

What a day!!









Sunday, February 10, 2008

Hollywood Sunrise

So i had a really cool trip this week that is going to be hard to top--it was fun personally and professionally...I went out to LA with some co-workers for some meetings...the meetings were LONG but great...and the people I traveled with were a ton of fun...

So the highlight for me was running in Runyan Canyon. Now for those of you who love your Us Weekly and People Magazine...you know this is where they always have the pictures of the stars with their dogs or working out with their trainers...so when I found out this park was a 1/2 mile from my hotel, the good little paparazzi in me knew exactly where I would be jogging!!!

So on both Wednesday and Friday morning, I took off from my hotel and jogged to the park...now you might know that Hollywood is at the base of a mountain that the Hollywood sign is on), and this park has paths that take you to the top of a mountain where you can see ALL of LA, the Hollywood sign, out to Santa Monica, and you can see the ocean. It was BREATHTAKING. On both days that I ran, I thought of about 10 different blogs to write, because the scenery was majestic--it was about 50 degrees and completely clear and not hazy--as I climbed the trails, I could see all of LA and the beauty of it (fyi--I love LA, so I am a tad biased). It really was amazing.

But the overall thing I thought of on the way up was "man this is freakin hard to climb and I am so tired"...when I got to the top, I was in awe, it was just so amazing...and then on my way down I thought "that climb was so worth it"...gosh those thoughts struck me as a reminder that the journey is so worth it...and when you get to the end of the journey, the high never lasts as long as you want it to, but the journey was required to get there--and even though it was hard, tiring and sometimes I wanted to quit, when I met my goal all of the pain faded away...and on the way down I was extremely grateful. It was just an interesting parallel to my life...Overall, i felt amazingly blessed.

On Friday I took my phone so I could get some pics of the views...but the camera phone photos do not do it justice at all!!

Monday, January 28, 2008

to train or not to train...that is the question...

So I am in process of training for the Breast Cancer 1/2 marathon and am contemplating what to do next...triathlon season is coming on, and I tend to be over-ambitous in the beginning...or do I want to run a full marathon?

There are issues to overcome with either choice...the marathon: 18-20 mile training runs that wipe out the entire weekend...

the triathlon: trying to find time to train for 3 sports...

I am really addicted to competition, so it is hard to find a substitute for this...but there are days that training can be a drag...so we will see what the summer holds...

but I am excited. I seem to have this "every other week" excitement about working out...this is a good week!!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

is it mean to laugh @ American Idol contestants?

I am embarrassed and feel guilty about how hard I am laughing at these contestants...I am sorry, it is so funny...sad...embarrassing...hilarious.....it is incredible.

I mean, have you ever been at a theme park and you ntice someone who is dressed so bad...n a way that you feel embarrassed for them? And they are there with a large group of people? Well my roommate from college (Kelly) used to look at people like that out in public and say "they must not have any good friends" -- meaning that if they had some good friends, they would tell them how ridiculous they looked and save them from embarrassment.

Do some of these contestants have anyone in their life who is honest with them?? I am not talking about the crazy's who are just trying to get on TV...I am talking about the ones who TRULY believe that they are meant to be a singer...wow.

I had a pretty rough day today, so this is a great way to blow off some steam and laugh it off...I do feel guilty that I am laughing at people...oh well.

Hope you are well...

Sunday, January 06, 2008

balance...resolutions...the new year

Well I would love to say that I will certainly be blogging more in 2008 then I did in 2007...but let's be honest...who knows what will happen...I am a maniac about creating action lists and plans, and then I kill the joy out of my dedication to follow through no matter if I like it or not...that seems to wreck most of my hobbies...they all become sports...so basically if I decide that I will have a plan to blog, it will be no fun anymore...

Here is a case in point...I have really been struggling with anxiety over the last 3-4 weeks...I recently have narrowed my focus of passion to 3 things: Tim (and obviously the dogs), my work, and my running. I went through a period in 2007 where I felt such chaos, so I knew i needed to simplify, so I did...I narrowed down everything to those 3 buckets...well now, since i am psycho competitive, I basically judge every day on this man-made barometer on how i am doing at all 3...

Well running is pretty simple to judge...either I went running or not, either I ran a certain pace or distance or not...it is very tangible...

The other 2 are a lot more subjective...With tim, I judge myself on some of the following...like did I pay enough attention to Tim today? did i make him feel valued? Did i allow him to love me?

On work...did I work long enough? did I get affirmed enough? was I kind today and a good teammate? was I a good listener?

I honestly judge myself on so many levels all day long, that I have a hard time relaxing. So even though I feel like I have turned the corner to be smart with my time and choices, and to focus on a few important things, I almost do not even give myself a chance to succeed because I over-analyze everything, and hold myself up to a standard that I would never put on anyone else. So it can become very self-damaging...

So tonight I wanted to share what I am going through...I have learned a lot lately about being vulnerable, and how important it is, especially in leadership...and that's it.

I hope to be blogging more often...so we will see :)

Leigh