Saturday, September 23, 2006
Down but Not Out...
Well on Tuesday, I could not bear teh pain and went to the DR...come to find out, I have tendonitis in my knee and shin splints in my right leg (and probably in my left too, just my knee seems to over-shadow that pain)...
So the worst thing about it is that I am ordered to rest and not run for a few days...who would have ever thought that I would be mad that I am told to NOT run? I really think I have been abducted by an alien these past 4 months...
Anyway, my worst fear was that this would kill the marathon, but my doctor, my coach, my mentor and my mom all told me I would be all right. Yes I needed 4 opinions. :)
So I am going to introduce myself to the pool this week and the elliptical machine...I have to keep my cardio up in order to stay in shape...
I have spent the whole day watching football (Go Dawgs!!), and have thought about all the athletes who suffer set backs, and how much character it takes to lsten to your coaches and do what they say so you will get better...pray for me that I will listen and actually rest...I keep wanting to push it, because I was so happy where I was at with the training, but I have to rest...UGH!!
Hope the web audience is doing well...
:)
Leigh
Friday, September 15, 2006
12 Miles...I am having nightmares...
So this week I got sick. I mean, literally, every day this week I legitamitly could have called in sick to work--and probably should have--I have had a sinus infection, complete with head pressure, a runny nose, tiredness...all things you hate about having a cold. I was in a bad mood all week, and just because I am OCD about work, I was too stubborn to call in sick.
But I did decide to take it easy on my training, because basically, I felt like I was gonna die every day when I got home. So I only ran my 5 miles on Wednesday--I took Monday off (supposed to run 5 miles) and skipped my Tuesday/Thursday cross training. So, along with having the cold of the century, mentally I am freaking out because I am missing my training...and I have to run 12 miles tomorrow. 12 freakin miles. Farthest distance yet.
So last night, I literally had a NIGHTMARE about the run...I dreamed that I was in Chicago with Suzie/Suzanne (my running partners), and I had a warm up suit on over my jogging clothes, and I literally could not get them off my body...so I started running with warm-up pants on and my regular jogging top, and was so hot and uncomfortable...and then Suzie/Suzanne took off so fast an I lost sight of them and was completely lost in Chicago. It was ridiculous. I woke up sweating.
So I need to chill out...
12 miles at 6:45 am...sweet.
I will let you know how it goes!!
Leigh
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Feelin' sick...
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Road Race results!
The race was a lot of fun--I did 9.3 miles in 1 hour and 45 minutes, that 11.3 minute miles, which was an improvement on the 12 minute pace I usually trot at...that made me happy...and I had a bunch of friends come and cheer me on and Tim's parents--that made all the difference in my energy level--knowing when I would round a corner I might see them, gave me motivation and a skip in my step! I am always humbled when I receive support from the people who care about me, and it was awesome to see everyone and feel so loved...so thanks guys!!
The funny thing about the race was that my competitive side kicked in in it's entirety...I try to keep telling myself that the finish line is 1st place, that as long as I finish, I am #1...well growing up in sports, and being as hyper-competitive as I am, running against all of those people really changed my mind...and then people would pass me, and I would remind myself...finishing is first place. Nah, I don't buy it. I think that had to do with the quickening of my pace as well!!!! This whole training and marathon has been the biggest mental challenge of my life--if I make it about being #1, there is no way I will ever finish the distance...it has beeen a huge learning experience...and for those of you who REALLY know me, you know how vain I am...I catch myself checking out everyone's body type, and hand-picking the people I can beat based on if I think they look out of shape or not...I am sure I looked like an easy target to those thinking along the same lines as I was!!
Anyway, great experience, I am looking orwad to my next race, not sure when it will be, but leading up to the January marathon, I want to get into 2-3 more races.
Well I am off, thanks for your support. For those of you who asked, my fundraising is going well, I am about 2/3 of the way to the goal of $4,000...every donation counts though!!! So if you plan on giving, please send it my way! We visited Tim's Nana earlier in the week and she was so sweet and gave me $10 for the race and told me the rest of her giving goes to Breast Cancer Awareness, but she wanted to help out in any way that she could...man that $10 blessed me so much!! It really was a great moment, and as Tim said to her, "Nana this is the most special $10 we received". Thanks Nana!!
LEIGH
Thursday, August 31, 2006
My 1st Road Race...
Hey all...this Saturday I am running in my 1st ever road race!! Tim and I are driving down to Orlando tomorrow for a much needed vacation...and I signed up for the Miracle Makers 15k on Saturday...I think it is 9.3 miles! I am excited!!!! It will be tough since this will be longest I will ever run alone, without myy faithful running partners, Suzie & Suzanne...or my dog Jackson (he did 7 miles with me last Saturday!!)...but I am excited!! Some of my friends in Orlando are coming down to the race to cheer me on, so that will make it all worth it!!
Life is good...God is faithful...this training has been all consuming and an uber challenge mentally, as well as physically...but I know that God has been with me every step of the way. My left knee really aches, and there are days when I feel totally beat up...but it really has been amazing. I can not encourage you enough to take a step towards one of your lifelong goals today...you won't regret it, no matter how insane it seems! (come on...me running a marathon is at best a ludicrous idea!!)...
anyway, let me know how you are doing...
Leigh
Friday, August 18, 2006
Everyone's Chipping In...
Hey guys, it's Friday morning, and I actually have a day off from running today, to rest my legs for 10 miles tomorrow morning! WOW...I am actually quite nervous about it...I ran my normal 5 on Wednesday, and thought about the fact that I would be running double tomorrow...ok I need to stop psyching myself out about it!!!
Anyway, I was thinking about Leukemia this week, alot actually...it effects SO many young people! The Leukemia society sent us these facts...
Did you know:
--Every 5 minutes someone is newly diagnosed with blood cancer (Leukemia, Lymphoma, etc).
--Every 10 minutes someone loses the battle...dies.
--And leukemia still causes more deaths than any other cancer among young people under the age of 20.
WOW. This is a cancer that is killing people our own age...and at a staggering rate...
Just think...in the amount of time that I spent watching the LAGUNA BEACH (sweet!) marathon last Saturday (sadly, about 6 hours of it), in the 360 minutes I was vegetated on the couch...36 people died of Leukemia. wow.
And if you consider my husband's Star Wars or Lord of the Rings (extended editions, of course!) marathons...about 10 hours of viewing pleasure or 600 minutes (for those of us counting)...60 people died of a blood cancer during that time.
Those stats are wild...
Most of us will go to a movie this weekend, or spend time eating out with friends...just think about what the $10 bucks you spend while you are eating out can do to help fight this cancer...would you consider matching your entertainment spending this weekend to donate to fight the cancer that is killing the most young people in America?
How about just $10? That is a mere sacrifice...we are such a blessed country...let's all give so we can find a cure.
Even my pretty beagle is helping out...
You know, I know we all have causes that are dear to our hearts...so if this is not the cause that makes you want to donate or be active, I understand...but I encourage you to be active for whatever cause that motivates you this weekend...give back. It really is a great feeling. Running usually does not feel great in the middle of it, but when I am done, I feel so accomplished and satisfied...you can to by being active for the charity of your choice.
I hope that these stats make you think...if you want to give, please go to the link below...
www.active.com/donate/tnttn/leighholt
or if you want to donate, but not online, send me a message, I will give you my address.
Hope you have a GREAT Friday! :) Thanks for reading...
Leigh
Thursday, August 10, 2006
The older I get, the less I know
It is amazing to me how we are all helpless without Christ...It is amazing to me at the same time that he is in perfect control.
I was running last night with Suzanne, and we had a good conversation...she was talking about a situation in her life where she felt like she was wrongly judged, and the person judging her was knee deep in her own wrongs when she pointed the finger at her...and I have had a similiar experience...it is just such a frustrating place to be in, because you want to respond, but how do you in a loving manner, maturely, and the way Christ would? I certainly do not have the answers...but a few years ago, I certainly would have thought I knew how to handle it...
I am so lucky that God is in control of all of this...even when I cling to it myself and try to manipulate my circumstances and being, he is still in control. that really makes me feel better...
how are you doing today?
PS: I got a DQ Blizzard tonight...it was awesome...just wanted to share!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
The Italian feast
Wanna come? Are you in Nashville and near? Please feel welcome!
It is a fundraising dinner, so it is $10/person...it is seriously wierd to invite people to my house and ask for money...it took me 4 days to create the invite because it was so awkward...but hey, it is to find a CURE...so it is worth me asking!
Also...what is $10? That is easy to blow on a typical night out to dinner...and you won;t get my mom's cooking at any restaurant!!
Be there or be square...
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Random musings from this weekend...
--So Tim and I went out to dinner last night, and we wanted to try something new...now let me set this up properly...Tim and I love food. I mean LOVE it. We get giddy about restaurants and over indulgence. So recently we began to stop going out to eat during the week, so we can save our money and go to nicer restaurants then Panera or Pei Wei for our Saturday night dates...the old standby is Cheesecake Factory...but this week we were adventurous, and tried a new restaurant...
Well anyway, Tim orders Enchilada's, and boy is he excited...so he takes 2 or 3 bites, and looks at me a tad funny...he thought he recognized the taste...he is mentally going through all of the Mexican restaurants we frequent...takes 2-3 more bites, and just looks downright disappointed...he then tells me that it tastes exactly like his "Chicken Enchilada Suiza" by Lean Cuisine...EXACTLY like it...what a downer when you wait all week to go out to eat...then realize that you paid $13.99 for a Lean Cuisine...
I told him to look on the bright side, that maybe, JUST MAYBE, this restaurant GAVE Lean Cuisine their recipe, and they were the "Founding Fathers" of that Lean Cuisine meal...just maybe...(PS: that didn't really cheer him up)
--Walmart...makes me mad. I am not kidding you...I enter happy, I exit Mad. I needed lightbulbs, and I was on the food center side...I asked 3 employees where the light bulbs were, and I got these responses...
1. "Over across the store...on the other side"...ok thanks, that clears it up for me...
2. "I have NO idea where they are, I really don't"...wow, thanks
3. "Walk to the end of this aisle, turn right, and you Might run into them"...well at least that got me started...
Anyway...Always Low Prices certainly comes at a cost...
--OK the last random musing...My dogs are freaked out by hot air balloons!! It is HILARIOUS!! They will not go outside when they see one...it is so funny...and they wimper. You have to see it...but it is great.
All right, thought I would share...got to go wreck my mind and watch Entourage...
Leigh
Saturday, August 05, 2006
8 miles down...
I am telling you...if you ever want to chase your dreams, it is worth it! This whole experience has been a great mixture of humility and empowerment...there are more days then not that I do not want to get out there and jog, (and at my pace, these jogs are glorified walks!!) but it is such a great feeling when I am done. I am learning so much mentaly and physically, it is insane--I got a lot more then I bargained for by signing up for this journey!
Well the running is going well, and my fundraising has been slow but steady...it has been fun to receive support checks and support NOTES in the mail...everytime I get a letter of encouragement I hang it on the fridge...it is fun to hear what others have to say!!!! I got a donation from my a lady who works with my friend Kelly's (my roommate who passed from Leukemia) Mom this week that was so inspiring...Leukemia has touched so many lives, and I believe now more then ever that it is a cause worth fighting for.
If you feel the urge, and want to give, click here:
http://www.active.com/donate/tnttn/leighholt and you can give online. This week I am going to donate 1 day out at lunch to the cause...
Thanks for reading and in advance for your encouragement!!!!
LH
PS: A highlight of today's run was running past Emily & Bethany's yard sale...they cheered me on like a real race!! :)
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I am getting old...
Anyway...running is going great, it is so amazing...I want to share more often but gosh I am tired every night! The reason I title this blog about my age though is this...
My knee hurts! Yep,, it is aching...when I walk up and down stairs, and put too much weight on it, it aches...so this is the same knee that I had surgery on when I was in HS...about a year after I got the driver's license...so let's do the math MySpace friends...I got my license 15 years ago!!! The surgery was 14 years ago...that makes me certifiably OLD. It is insane to think about that! I graduated college 9 years ago...yes COLLEGE (Go Dawgs) not HS...
So this blog is really a waste of time...just here to tell you I'm old...my knee aches...but I am trying to make it!
8 miles this Saturday...going for an all time distance record of 8! Wish me luck!
Leigh
PS: My age might prohibit me from remembering writing this blog...
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Pretty As A Picture...
I was at mile 4.5, with only a half to go...and let me set up the visual...when I run, my face gets beat red, I sweat like a Gorilla (just imagine a gorilla sweating...?)...anyway, what I mean is that I am soaked head to toe. I am getting into runner's apparel...so that means Short Shorts. This is not a pretty site...please believe me. So basically, I am just gross.
Well, I am in my neighborhood, and I hear a car comng from BEHIND...I could tell tey were going slow...and as the HOT Yellow pimped out Ford Mustang rolled by me, I see the man in the passenger seat lean out his window, look at me...take out his camera phone...and snap a picture.
I mean CMON!
So start checking your random Friend Requests to see if they display a picture of a runner ... and see what their caption is and report back. :)
Have a good day!
Leigh
Saturday, July 01, 2006
6 miles to start the weekend!!
I spent the rest of the day chillin on their boat...what a great start!
It feels real good to accomplish small goals on this journey to 26.2!!
Leigh
PS: Have a great weekend! I honestly do not think I have ever been so happy to have a 4 day weekend in my life!! :)
Sunday, June 25, 2006
5 miles and struggling...
So I read this article in People this week (and unfortunately I can't link to it online) about the New York City Cancer center hosting a "Prom" full with DJ's, ice cream and fun for the kids at the cancer center. The photos were AMAZING...to see these kids who are struggling with cancer smiling and dancing was inspirational...it was an encouragement for me to keep at it. My heart ached for these kids...it was nice to see them having a great time...
So I have to run 5 miles on Monday, Wed & Fri this week...and Saturday is the luminous 6 mile mark!! Wish me luck!
And hey...if you feel like donating financially to my race...you can here : http://www.active.com/donate/tnttn/leighholt
I have a long way to go physically and financially to meet this goal! UGH!!
:)
Leigh
Friday, June 16, 2006
All Dogs Go To Heaven
Anyway, he shared the news that our sweet, sweet dog Molly left us during the night to go to Heaven. It sucks to be quite honest, she was a good girl. Molly has been on and off sick all year, but still this felt sudden...when we dropped her off she seemed healthy, and ok...so it was a sad day. And I really just wanted to see her 1 more time...it was hard that she was not at home, but I realize that was a blessing as well.
For those of you who don't know, Molly was a leader dog for the blind who lived with my grandmother (Nana) for 11 years until she passed away; my Nana left Molly to Tim and I to take care of. So she has a special place in our entire family's heart, as she stood by Nana's side for years and offered unconditional love and communication to a woman who could barely communicate or get around. And Molly was patient and kind, and completely "selfless".
That might be an odd word to describe a dog, but Molly was the most un-selfish dog on the planet (esp. compared to my others!!)...she really never begged for attention (only some food sometimes) and she kept to herself--but she always kept an eye on Nana...and then me! It was so odd to me when we 1st brought Molly home that she never really let me out of her sight--she would be across the room, but she would always be near, ready to help, or come if I called. I was never out of her sight. She was an amazing dog.
As I was running on Wednesday night, I prayed that God would teach me to be selfless; and now I realize that he had a wonderful example of selflessness right at my feet for the past 2 years. I hope that I can be like Molly someday...quiet, patient, always keeping an eye out for the people I love, and kind-hearted.
I truly believe that Molly is up in Heaven right now, hanging out with my Nana, and they are keeping each other company.
Man she was a good girl, and I am going to miss her.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
When I lived there, I worked out pretty regularly, but at the time I was working for the athletic department, so I had use of all of their facilities...so I rarely ran outside...so last night we scouted a 3 mile course...and I was freaked out!
People say Nashville is hilly...not so much compared to KY!!
So I basically ran downhill for the 1st mile, then straight uphil the next 1/2 mile...then turned around...yep, the last mile was on a slope...I thought I was gonna die.
Add that to the time change...Nashville in in Central, Lexington in EST...so we were meeting people for breakfast, so I gt up at 5:45 am (on a freakin Saturday) to go uphill.
Well last thing, my body is SORE!
Well despite all of this, I am proud of myself...this is a much bigger time cmmitment then I thought, but so far so good!
and I got new shoes! See below!!
I love them...my mom and dad got them for me! They are great!!
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Is it too soon to call me a Runner?
There is something about being called a "runner" that I always admired...I think it is because I have always had this fear that I could not be a runner, that I was not capable...but last night I ran 3 miles and walked 2...it was a great feeling of accomplishment!! Matbe when I run 6 miles, I will call myself a runner...for a long time that has been my goal to be able to do that...so I will let you know when I hit that milestone!!
Anyway, I am running with these 2 cool girls, Suzanne and Suzie, and they are awesome. It is a very pressure-less environment, we are not trying to win any world records, we are just trying to finish together. That is a really nice feeling for my Type A personality...I vowed that I would not make this a competition, as I do with most things in my life...so it is nice to be running with 2 like minded girls and can chat and get to know them. And honestly, without the accountability, I would have run probably a mile last night, because I was so not in the mood!!
We had a cool conversation about redemption last night...about being in the desert and waiting for the Lord...it was refreshing to hear their stories and know that we all go through trials, and we are not isolated when things are tough...and the redemption story that Jesus always redeems us...even more then we realize.
Well I need to get to work...thanks for those of you who have chosen to support my race financially, that has been a huge blessing, and a huge surprise to see how many of you who gave. if you feel like the Leukemia/Lymphoma Society is one that you want to support, you can give by clicking this link:
http://www.active.com/donate/tnttn/leighholt
If you would rather mail a donation, message me and I willl give you my address.
I pray that you see God's redemption story in your life today...
Leigh
PS: 7 days until I see Madonna in Chi-town!!!!
Monday, June 05, 2006
Taking the Plunge...officially
What motivated me to do this? (Tonight I am in a paralyzed state of fear, so I am even second guessing my own motivations!!)
Ok...my motivations...for those of you who know me, I am a total over-achiever, perfectionist, passionate person...and those qualities extend to my job and my husband and my dogs...but then it stops. I have been going through a series of crisis where I have realized that I am not doing anything beyond my little happy home to make a heck of a lot of difference in this world; I am selfish with my time, with my heart, with my giving, with everything...I live in a solar system that orbits around a white middle class upbringing that craves comfort over challenge, and craves stability over risk. I am 31 years old, and I feel like my days and nights are passing by and I am not "giving" back to anyone; and certainly not making a difference!!
So last September, I went through a period where God began to plant seeds of empowerment in me...it has been this unfolding of layers of fear and insecurity, where he has gently been urging me to use my gifts/talents for others, not for my sake; and he has reminded me (almost daily!!) that I am empowered to make a difference; that He has equipped me; that I just need to trust Him (imagine that) and He will take me on this journey. I have also learned from so many around me that we have a responsibility to make change and to make a difference where we can...
I can blame a lot of this on a movie called the Constant Gardener, which I highly recommend to others...
Why the Leukemia/Lymphoma Society? On February 1, 1999, my college roommate, Kelly Walsh Goebler, died suddenly of sudden onset Leukemia...also known as Acute lymphoblastic leukemia (A.L.L)...she decided to skip a Superbowl Party with her husband Jerry (they were married for 3 months), and he came home to her vomiting and rushed her to the hospital; it was too late, as the Leukemia had overtaken her and she passed early in the afternoon on the 1st. To this day, that was the worst time of my life; I want to give so others do not go through the same pain Kelly's family and our friends experienced.
Anyway...so tomorrow I am off, and start my training. I am freakin' scared to death of Failure!!!!!!!! I tried to get Tim to give me permission to quit already! I am so afraid that I will not be able to complete the run, or raise enough money...but I am going to take it day by day. I have to cross train tomorrow, run 2 miles on Friday, and 2 more on Saturday...and on Sunday I get to REST! Glorious REST!! :)
I would love it if you would help me through kind words, prayers and encouragement...that would be great...
Or you could donate? And help find a cure for cancer? Maybe you can donate $1 per mile, so $26 dollars? You can actually donate online...here is my website...
http://www.active.com/donate/tnttn/leighholt
So that's my story, I am taking the plunge!!
Know any good running shoes? I am starting with some pretty cool addidas...
